to: bearbie

bad bad to you all the way!!!

from: bearmie

the love land arrived @ 11:12 PM.

no longer same as the past. 我已不是从前那个了！

To: Bearmie
YoZ yOz YoZ, i m back... Pai sei pai sei la, tis two weeks having exams n papers ma, alot of preparation to do ma, for the exams loh... Hmmmm, bt then hor, even though exams, still gt meet u, chat wif u everyday ma, shld be u noe wat were my everyday doing de, don hav to post bah... Meet u already no time le, help u play mine n urs P.S. also tak quite alot of time le, so din hav much time to post loh... Sorri sorri sorri la... Bearmie, nxt time say things to mi, or wans to share any unhappiness de hua, would u kindly speak out straight frm ur mind rather than beating ard the bush la... This nt scoldin or say u arh, juz wan to post out to let u noe, n remind u... Whereas for mi, if u realise tat i hav anything which mak u unhappy de hua, u can happyily tell mi straight de, i m open to any suggestion de... Dou lao fu lao qi le, no nid to be so ke qi, or beat ard the bush de...
Sometimes i don understand u de loh, lik to do n say opposite-lly de loh... Haix, bao bei arh, nxt time say out straight straight ba... U also veri cute de loh, wan pei ni go orchard walk walk wif u, don wan, say gt frenz, then when frenz don wan pei ni, u then wan mi to accompany u, veri mafan loh, u... Haix, sometimes ner, u tends to climb over my head without knowin it de loh, although u may nt noe it, bt for mi or outsider, quite obvious de, so, can de hua, can recap n change de hua jiu hao loh... Rmb wat u say in the letter arh... Hahax... Lolz... Bearmie, i nt scoldin u la, bt juz wan to voice out nia... If i gt anything which u nt happy de, muz tell mi straight straight de... Okie...
LUV U LOTZ LOTZ , BEARMIE!!!

the love land arrived @ 12:32 AM.

no longer same as the past. 我已不是从前那个了！

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

to: bearbie

don know when bearbie will visit n write in the blog again le. since his last post until now still nv write anything over here. today mood not very good. maybe coz feel a bit that mx n jamie like anti mi like that. talking among themselves onli than nv share we me. than keep going anywhere together but nv call me. so feel a bit weird. than keep bully me n make me to be alone. that well will suddenly feel so stress, sad, not happy n all the bad mood. than that day jamie promise me to go shopping with me aft todays work but end up she don wan to go le. when we go hom that time is drizzlingly than walk very long way to orchard mrt station. actually wan go shopping alone but end up no mood plus a bit tired jiu nv go le. take mrt home with them. actually expect him to accompany me go orchard walk walk n shopping de coz i really nv walk walk at orchard before, so like a little bit blur n sotong ma. but he say he not free. he told me yesterday that he going out with friends during aftnoon n nite play ball since he so long nv play le but end up he come my house here find me but my parents at home. also nv let me know that he is coming n nv ask me my parents at home or not jiu come le. than later he reach n call me, told him that my parents at home, he jiu go home le. make me feel guilty n make me feel that i very stupid, nv tell him my parents at home n make him come down all the way from city hall. than make my mood go worse. come home, bath finish already very tired le, parents n sister still nagging all the way. make me fed up n mood goes bad. bearbie ask me whether he can work tmr or not? i say anything, but tell him we nv meet on thursday. give him the hint that not to work for his friend le, when he ask me that time, i already talk to him at a bu shuai yu qi le means don wan him to work. but end up, he say yes to his friends. make me very angry. than later ask him to tell his friend don wan to work aft a few mins but his friend nv reply. so now also don know wat to do le. when i am writing this don know why feel like crying n cry out when i write until half way n continue to write until the end. than now don care, die die also wan him to meet me tmr n meet me earlier earlier le. today went to work, coz too early than no bus so walk to the mrt station n walk a long way to there coz got constrution working. nearly sprain my ankles when i work until half way. but at the end onli so scratch than work that time don know why cut until my and also don know but luckly just a small cut so nvm. than don know why my neck also got problem. maybe scratch until got scratch over there than very painful maybe po bi le. until now don know wat bearbie is doing. today he din really msg me much n make me feel really weird...

*I AM SO TIRED NOW N WAITING FOR HIM TO REACH HOME EARLY TO SLEEP WITH ME COZ TODAY WAKE UP VERY EARLY SO NOW VERY TIRED LE...

by:bearmie - lonely now

the love land arrived @ 11:30 PM.

no longer same as the past. 我已不是从前那个了！

Monday, February 16, 2009

to: bearbie

today actually very happy de. didn't keep calling bearbie, rush him to my house. don know why he come my house today, like not happy like that. face very black. than on the way go stick the notice thing also face so black, like not happy like that. when i reach home not long ago, mummy jiu reach home le. come home jiu start nagging say why cook food nv open the window than her working clothes later very smelly, got oily smell. kapp nagging n nagging make me so angry n irritated plus bearbie like not happy also make me more not happy today le.

MY BELOVED BEARBIE, MUST JIA YOU. DON GIVE URSELF SO MUCH STRESS, JUST COME N GO. IF CAN MEANS CAN, IF CANNOT THAN NEXT TIME TRY HARDER. DON NOT HAPPY! I WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT U N BE BY YOUR SIDE DE. SO JUST TRY UR BEST N AIM PROPERLY N SHOT JIU CAN DO IT LE.

*by the way, u have send me the blue photo yet. remember to send it to me next time.

by: bearmie

the love land arrived @ 9:51 PM.

no longer same as the past. 我已不是从前那个了！

Saturday, February 14, 2009

to: bearbie

very happy about wat u write n all ur surprise n preparation. read le my letter got cry ma? ur mummy got say the thing i make nice ma? got ask ur friend wat i want u to ask ma? today we celebrate until so happy don know sy they all n marion they all got celebrate until very happy ma? next time i go ur house must cook for me to eat again hor. really very nice n i love to eat so much. first time a guy cook for me n it is so nice. jamie ask us how i celebrate than i tell her, she say u very sweet n ask me to treasure u lei. haha. must treasure me zhi dao ma!!! thank you for walking n accompany with me through this journey. i really treasure u alot de. haha. n last but not least...
*HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!! MAY WE LAST LONG TOGETHER!!
I LOVE U, BEARBIE

by: bearmie

the love land arrived @ 11:56 PM.

no longer same as the past. 我已不是从前那个了！

To: My One & Only Beloved Bearmie!!!

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!! MY BELOVED LAO PO BAOBEI XIN GAN, BEARMIE SWEETHEART DARLZ DARLZ GAL GAL BABY BLU BLU SILLY SOTONG...

Hmmm, realli enjoy what we have did today arh? Realli will rmb tis day in our life, will always be in ur heart, will treasure mi? Hahax... Lolz... Today to mi is realli a wonderful day too, no matter what we do, where we go, what we encounter, as long as u were around by my side, i m contented already... Hehex...

To recap what u did for mi: cre8 a blog for the both of us; personally made a bouquet of 20++ handmade paper flower (+having it pack veri nicely together in a veri good quality wrappin paper which u spend hours to mak it); writing a sweet sweet letter to mi; being a very good companion for the whole day/relationship;last bt nt least, giving mi a real, good, enjoying, unforgetable, memorable VALENTINE Day experience!!!

To recap what i did for u: cooking a veri yummy pasta(which u mention); attempting to make a chocolate fruddle for u(bt wasnt able to cool by he time u came, sorri); surprise u by well prepared all the things today( such as buying the movie tickets b4 hand; booking a seat for two at a resturant, pre-purchase and wrap big big present, still rmb wat was it?); on top of it, giving u a also a very real, good, enjoying, unforgetable, memorable VALENTINE Day experience!!!

Hope tat the way i wrote tis, one day when anything happen to us(choy choy choy, touch wood), u miz mi until buai tahan, or show tis to our children, grand children or even grand grand children will be veri veri sweet, and refreshing abt us on tis day, 14/2/09!!! Hehex...

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WO MEN YI DING HUA CHANG CHANG JiU JiU DE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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From: Ur Beloved One & Onli Beardie!!!

the love land arrived @ 11:16 PM.

no longer same as the past. 我已不是从前那个了！

Friday, February 13, 2009

to: bearbie

oink, want me to be happy very easy de, just sing our blog song for me can le. haha. no need to say so many sorry de is ok de la. don know must wait how long than got a job that i want work. hai ya. this year valentine day, first time to celebrate with u lei. happy ma? only two of us don have other ppl celebrate with us. thinking of when will u cry in front of me ner?? i think by the time i write finish is just nice valentine day le.
here to say
*HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!! MY BELOVED LAO GONG BAOBEI BEARBIE SWETHEART DARLING BOYBOY BABY XIN GAN...
*haha so many name. happy ma??

by:bearmie

the love land arrived @ 11:52 PM.

no longer same as the past. 我已不是从前那个了！

To Bearbie,
sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri!!!
Din write an entry for ytd... Hope u wont get angry wif mi... Pai sei arh, say tis mornin wil write for u, bt then din write jiu went sch straight le, very sorri... Bearbie, don get angry wif mi hor, kaes...
Hmmm, bearbie, don get so dis-hearten hao ma... Silly, i believe that u will surely get another job other than banquet de la, nw still haven gt a tution job, don worry, u can get it even when u r in poly de, juz wait patiently, hao ma, wat meant to come, will come de... Ur life wont be fill by juz onli banquet de, u wont hav to work in banquet forever de, worst come to worse, onli i will be workin in it, ur result, surely wont left until to be waitress for ur life de... Dont be so sad or dishearten liao le la...
Get cheer up hao ma, ltr tml jiu Valentine day liao le lei, happy ma, tis shld consider our first valentine celebrating together wohz, don be sad la, u nt happy, i wont be happy de wohz... Lai Lai Lai, xiao yi ge iv mi hao ma... Lai ma Lai ma, if still nt happy yet de hua, go listen to my singin la, hope that it get cheer u up alittle... Hehex...
From: Ur Beloved Beardie

the love land arrived @ 10:25 PM.

no longer same as the past. 我已不是从前那个了！

Thursday, February 12, 2009

to: bearbie

oink oink, so bad. sry for today. tomorrow i going to start calling again and look for other job also. thks for teaching me how to make flower. today don know why, keep thinking of job thing. make me very headache and stress and confuse. don know why thinking of i call so many tuition center want to earn money than no one call me back. hw long do i still need to wait.i work so hard to find a job that i want to do but end up still no job for me.don know wat to do le. nan dao i really must work banquet for my holiday ma?? can't work other job ma?? am i going to work for banquet for my life?? am i really have to have a banquet life?? so bored n stress. feeling like having a tuition job tmr...

by : bearmie

the love land arrived @ 11:12 PM.

no longer same as the past. 我已不是从前那个了！

To: Bearmie
oink oink, naggy naggy, pai sei arh, so late then write this entry to u... Hehex... Pai sei arh, kana wake up by dad after he finish using the com, then nw, chase my slp god away already, then still remember tat haven write tis for u, jiu write for u loh... Don worry, will slp after writing this de. Hmmmm, today, consider a quite long and tiring day for mi bah... Veri sorri lei, wasnt able to msg u much today, bt still thks alot for being understanding enough of nt bothering mi much today... Hehex... Nth much to say today, juz tat hope that u can try not to worry abt the tution job thingy, juz let things go on smoothly on its own time own target, dun rush or wat loh, wat meant to come will come sooner or later de, so ya, juz look forward to it bah... Hehex... If i was given a wish, i would hope that u could get a tution job sooner in the days to come...
From:Ur Beloved Beardie 520999
Muacks! Muacks! Muscks!

the love land arrived @ 1:17 AM.

no longer same as the past. 我已不是从前那个了！

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

to: bearbie

oink oink, today msg u keep late reply me arh?? how ur project le?? i today very guai lei, got go buy newspaper n eat lunch, than still got call finish all the tuition center lei. than i still got look at the part time job catergory, see can calll n look for work or not. today don think will play maple with u ba. hows ur project?? finish le ma?? than study for ur test paper le mei you?? don too late than study hor?? got anything must write here or tell me, zhi dao ma?? valentine present prepare until how le?? this saturday is valentine le lei. later going to cook dinner le. u must rmember to eat hor. than help me think of how to write the ' notice thing ' hor!!! sorry! today can't meet u coz daddy nv work. tmr he working at 5 pm so can come my house at around 3 plus 4 like that and last but not least,

*BEARBIE, I LOVE U!!! MISS U LOTS LOTS!!! MUACK MUACK MUACK!!! MUST MISS ME HOR!!!

by : bearmie naughty

the love land arrived @ 5:07 PM.

no longer same as the past. 我已不是从前那个了！

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

To Bearmie,
oink oink, my xin gan, of course i rmb la... What u hav say to mi b4, i will try my best to rmb all of them de... Hehex... Bearmie, don lik tat la, don kan jiong, sometimes gt to tak things slowly, let nature tak its course de... Can nt rush on lik tis... And on top of it, u shld be more self motivated by finding more ways to find tution jobs, more ways to find client, and also be more hardworkin, wake up early in the morning and buy newspaper... Zhi dao ma... Hehex... Kaes?
Haix, tis mornin, i actually meet my fren at 10am de, after tat, i scare i couldnt wake up, so change to 11am... Wake up at 1027am, so kan jiong, do everthing chop chop, 1100am jiu reach sch le, n guess what, my frenz hor, he veri ro loh, 1120am then msg mi tat he comin out frm home le, 1218pm then reach sch... Haix... Still tell mi he wans to quickly rush finish, so late then reach sch... Sianz... After that go library do, do until 430pm, jiu quickly rush go ur hse loh, wan giv u surprise, end up, nt realli sucessful... Lolz... Then u la, dinner, so flickle minded, so anything, up to mi, end up, hai bu shi follow ur wans and will... U arh... Buai tahan... Hehex... Today meet u, veri happy, bt AS USUAL, QUITE TIRING... LOLz... K la, T.A.F.T. (Thats All For Today)
Luv u bearbie, 520999

the love land arrived @ 11:26 PM.

no longer same as the past. 我已不是从前那个了！

to: bearbie

don anyhow change the spelling. must spell th same as me. bearbie n bearmie. today wake up very late. going to 1pm than wake up coz got headache. wake up than daddy jiu keep nagging about the cpf thing. remember wat is it ma? i thing u forgot le ba. my school fees for poly need to pay by my mummy cpf so need to apply for it. until now still don have tuition ppl call me. don know must wait until when??? need to earn money to buy alot alot of things lei. when can the ppl call me? hai ya...

by: bearmie

the love land arrived @ 4:24 PM.

no longer same as the past. 我已不是从前那个了！

Bearmie, Sorri Sorri Sorri la... Today realli dui bu qi la... I try to tink in ur shoes nxt time la... Try arh try arh, i say try le hor... Don tak mi for granted le la... Zhi dao ma!!! Sometimes giv ur surprise is occasionally, once in awhile, if everytime u predict wat i would do for u de hua, then nt fun le ma... Act blur is also a blessing... Kaes... C la, today u mistaken mi again le la... Luckily nothin much happens to us... Lets maintain the way tat we onli quarrel on the day and end tat tat way la... Luv u as usual...

From: Ur Beloved Bear-dei
Muackxxx

the love land arrived @ 12:54 AM.

no longer same as the past. 我已不是从前那个了！

Monday, February 9, 2009

to: bearbie

jing tian gen ben jiu know that ni hui lai. u msg me n say now going home but when i call u, u say u going out with friends. so know that u will come plus u ask me i eat le ma? going to eat n buy wat to eat? going to buy dinner or not jiu zhi dao ni hui lai. 7 plus msg me n say u reach home le, thought u reaching my house le n want to give me a surprise. but at the end, i wait for u until 7 plus going to 8 le, u still haven come jiu start to call u. just want u to pick up 1 of my call is that so difficult for u to do...
wait for u until so late, thought u miss stop again coz ur headache n stomach pain so quickly call u. just want u to pick up 1 of my call n i ask finish jiu can le. if u really at home sleep n want to rest de hua, i can let u rest n sleep. just want u to pick up the call n ask finish ni jiu can go back n rest le ma.won't that be better for u??? than i would not keep calling u n make u more irritating le ma. if u just pick up than i wouuld not continue to call u le ma. always scold n say me that i call u so many time n make u irritating or fan. u got go n think urself ma before always say me. if i always call u so many time n u just pick up 1 than u would not continue be irritated by me le ma. than forbid me not to call u more than 3 times, if u don want me call u so many times de hua, next time just pick up 1 jiu can le ma.always say me than i just let u say lor, don want to quarrel with u. but this time u really make me very angry with u le. call u so many times just hope that u will pick up 1 call but in the end, u off ur phone. at that time i really very angry with u. i know just now the last call i hang up ur phone without saying bye bye. i know is my fault but u really make me very angry. make me don care whether u sick or not jiu just quarrel with u. after each quarrel u always say is ur fault n make me feel guilty. if u nv come n make me angry with u de hua, we won't quarrel le ma... next time just pick up 1 of my call jui can le n won't quarrel le ma.

*actually this is for ur valentine gift de. n i actually plan to write alot of love letter n words for u here de, but u make me so angry that i decide to say out all my anger n ask u to log in n take a look here. if not, u won't understand how angry am i now!!!

*i use this few days to make this thing for u n going to write alot of love things for u each day, but i think now i should change the plan n thinking seen u like that dui wo.

*got anything want to say out de hua, just write it here if i can't talk to u...



by: bearmie

the love land arrived @ 9:29 PM.

no longer same as the past. 我已不是从前那个了！

Bearbie baby, I LOVE YOU LOTS . MISS YOU SO MUCH. GOOD LUCK FOR UR TEST N EVRYTHING U DO.

BY: Bearmie naughty

the love land arrived @ 4:44 PM.

no longer same as the past. 我已不是从前那个了！