bearbie

2010-02-21T18:14:00.002+08:00

here to post

exam is coming soon, but i still don have the mood to study. wat should i do now??? who can help me??? could someone teach me how to study??? really hope that i could be like last time in secondary, always put study as the priority first. and not playing n going out everyday. i'm so scared that i fail my paper, but yet no mood to study....

microbio n cell bio is like so hard to memorize plus the chem reaction so many many, math alrdy forgt how to do.... i have no more time left...

count down : 3 more days to first paper

count down : 13 more days, baby going to army

:( :( :(

2009-12-19T23:30:00.006+08:00

happy 3rd year anniversary... today were very pack for both of us. nv have our lunch lor. so busy. have our duck tour at 2pm at singapore flyer there than 340pm need to go plaza sing to watch avatar. no time to eat, at the end onli buy some snack n eat. the duck tour duration was about 1 hour like that. on the land n went to the sea n up again. haha. :) after movie went home le. so tired... but the movie was nice. pic below. lots of blur photo, took 90 photos n some r uploaded here. almost 90% r blur photo. haha. due to the duck duck...

the duck duck...

from land to sea...

me n ah b (baby)

end ....

2009-09-23T23:18:00.001+08:00

Result release today, so happy, can go nxt sem n no need to re-take any module. n happy birthday to jamie n eileen. haha.

2009-09-12T21:38:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to myself !!! 17 years old le. wah hahaha ....
celebrate birthday today with baby n he cook alot of nice food for me. haha. so delicious. than after that stay at his house n watch tv. nite go orchard there walk around the ION n thats all. like so simple n nothing to do lor. but remember wat he cook for me to eat, than feel better le. he say will bring me go science center on monday. so shall wait n see. than i complain to him just now. no birthday cake, no birthday song, no birthday kiss n no candle to blow. so bad to me. at least his birthday still gt the cake i buy for him to eat lor.
photo will put at facebook asap when i gt the photo from baby...

2009-09-10T20:52:00.000+08:00

today celebrate birthday with sister n brother. haha. have fun n watch g-force movie. and thks for the birthday cake. haha. :) really thks u all alot for coming to my birthday. hahaha. will be celebrating my birthday for 3 days starting from today. n now is holiday....

2009-09-07T20:35:00.000+08:00

我真的很想放弃了。快要撑不下去了。

MY BIRTHDAY COMING UP SOON LE !!!

2009-09-02T22:03:00.000+08:00

final exam is over !!!! wah hahahahaha....

2009-08-30T22:55:00.000+08:00

有时候当我需要你的时候，你都不在我的身边。就像今天的时候，我需要你的时候，你没有来陪我。今天真的很辛苦，不知道为什么，今天读书读到好辛苦。希望你能来陪我和我说话。今天读书突然读到心里好难受，好辛苦。真的很害怕明天的考试会不及格。我现在只希望明天的考试能及格，刚刚及格也好。至少不用重读这个科目。到现在我都还记不住我读过的东西，还有号都还没读。不知道该这么办？？？
让我相信没有你我也能过得下去。所以有没有你都不重要了。:( :(

2009-08-21T23:04:00.000+08:00

我觉得自己好笨啊。today do chem qns for est preparation. but yet, i donno how to do alot of qns. must depend on the ans. like so stupid. donno all my luck n stuff go where le??? not like last time le. hai yo. so stress , fed up , n donno wat to do lor. so simple qns, yet so many donno how to do??? really tired n wan to give up on it le....

2009-08-19T20:32:00.001+08:00

having exam soon. next week start. now still don have the mood to study. how??? wat should i do??? hai yo. feeling like playing everyday... but my result is dropping le. one by one drop n drop...

my timetable :

~1st : chem (25/08)
~2nd : math (27/08)
~3rd : Bs n Bm (31/08)
~4th : bio (02/09) which is the last paper... that the end of my first sem !!! :) :P

Char : hi hi !!
Bear N Sy : thks alot. haha... :P

2009-08-17T23:24:00.000+08:00

i'm so sad and angry today. fail my quiz ! gt 40 over 100. and this quiz is 12.5 %. hai yo, donno why lor. and that stupid, idiot teacher nv tells us that another topic is coming out. onli say that this quiz onli have lipids than end up another one more topic come out, so if u remember, u will score, if not die for it. and i'm the one who die for it. tmr still will see him. feeling like taking a knife and kill him. watch 吓到笑 movie last friday. when the ghost appear is really scary. my grade is dropping n dropping. i think my luck have finish le ba. so sad now.

这次的失败会让我在下一次的考试的时候做的跟好。我不会轻易放弃否这对不起自己。我一定要加倍努力才行。

i will be back to normal, like the past soon.....

2009-08-09T23:14:00.000+08:00

when out with baby boy today to watch ' up(3d) ' movie. the movie still not bad. watch at marina square there than at 650 the movie. than watch until going to end soon le, heard the firework sound. but cannot watch. hai yo. nxt year shall go there watch firework le. exam coming soon. now got class test. so sian n stress. my math excel n quiz didn't do quite well. just get 10/20 onli. hai yo!!!

2009-07-14T23:24:00.002+08:00

i'm reducing the reader in my blog. don wan to many ppl come in le. hai ya, my study in poly is bad. i hate my personal tutor. really dislike him. i thought poly, is not a must to join cca de. is depend on ur own de. than end up teacher scolding those who don have cca. don really understnad poly life. my that teacher always like to 管 things de lei. nv go school, call. if nv pick up, call home. than always 针对me. make me change my room 风水liao le. but still like the same to me. hai ya. if u will me, u will know how is it le. took back 4 of my mst paper still left one more haven take back. very scare, that one is my first day of mst paper. the last two days of my two mst paper was not good. coz one is bio n cannot remember anything that i memorise n one is phy which i don understand wat the hell is the tacher talking abt. but luckly both pass, if not the teacher that i dislike who teach me bio also will going to nag again.

saw alot of nice nice book. got the temptation to buy but hai ya, donno buy for wat use than nv buy le. so sad. sobz sobz.

i'm so fed up!!!!

2009-07-07T22:14:00.002+08:00

yea yea! baby brought a necklace for me n now i have a new one le. forgot when baby show me his ex-gf, sharon, things that she gave him n all the letters that they write n some photo. than saw one photo n make me feel weird aft that. the first necklace that he gave me, donno u sister they all still rememeber or not? the necklace that when i haven stead with him he wear it de! than the photo, him n sharon, the necklace is the same. than he tell me the necklace is meaningful so he brought back the same one. but saw that photo really give me a weird feeling. but now better le. wanted to read wat they write but scare later have weird feeling. hai ya. donno wat to do.... but not i wan to say bad things but see the photo n baby now, really change alot. last time look old old, now look a bit young le. huishan should know. the first time we saw them, thought that theis age is 20 plus. now he look better, ppl say he look 18 like that. haha

2009-07-03T21:00:00.002+08:00

finally my mst paper finish le. so happy. today go pasir ris to watch ice age 3. the movie was quite nice. than we sit the couple seat, than was so shock that the couple seat beside us rite, got three person sitting on couple seat. one mummy, two children than one of her children like my sis age like that lor. donno how they come in de??

2009-07-02T23:31:00.002+08:00

true or not?? i also donno lei. ppl pls comment n tag this.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve

2009-07-02T23:17:00.002+08:00

tmr is my last paper n i'm so happy now. can't wait for the paper to finish it now. i will be free n able to start continue to play my game n watch my drama in a no worry mood. haha. aft 12pm i'm will be so happy le. ppl, wish me good luck.

today paper was bad. i studying since yesteryday aftnoon n today 10am but end up i go in, my mind go blank blank. than i give up aft really try to ans all the qns le and don waste tiime le. hai yo. bio make me wanna die

2009-06-29T22:33:00.002+08:00

hey ppl ! blog again. haha. lucky got time to blog now. have mst paper starting from today. the most hard module for me today. so happy that the paper is over le. a hard module. tmr is math paper in the morning. wish friday can faster come than my paper will end le. haha.

tmr ~ math
wed~ chemistry
thurs~ biology
fri~ biophy ( phy)

counting one by one down.

2009-06-23T01:30:00.000+08:00

simple simple for our day..... simple thing that called love.....

2009-06-16T22:27:00.002+08:00

i'm so lazy to upload. so share onli upload 4 will do. sry ppl. my com now is making me fed up. not working at all. can't go into facebook now. i so angry with it...........

2009-06-12T22:17:00.002+08:00

yo!!! here to update. long time nv post le.

wed(10/06) have class outing at ecp. double bicycle with wai kiat. and others have single or double bicycle too. took some photo. i will try to upload it as soon as possible.

today went out with jamie, marion n cherlyene. have swesen's for lunch and it is 1 to 1 lunch. two person eat and is for the price of 1. than went bugis shop. bought 3 shirt and 1 ring. spend quite alot of money. aft that meet baby. haha. have lot of fun today. took photo too but photo took using jamie phone. end of today.

2009-05-30T23:07:00.019+08:00

today is my uncle n jenny jie engagement ceremony on the 30 may 2009, n their baby will may be born at 24 dec this year, but that is wat the doctor predict de.

i have finally uploaded all the picture le.reach home at about 10 plus aft the all engagement ceremony. buffet for their engagement ceremony. there are more ppl on my uncle side than my new aunt side there. our relative more more. haha. take alot of photo today. from the morning 'jin cha' until the nite when they say the paper. so long n i took video too. but the video could not see using the lappy so hai ya. but happy for them n i have alot of fun too. overall congratulate them.

photo up..... took me for so long lol.......

some random photo n some photo will have error or some funny thing.

uploaded alot n accidently delete away some of it. so enjoy....

group photo............

photo at the end end............

another couple, but marry long ago le. haha.....

in the hotel room plus toilet photo :

on the way to the hotel :

afternoon, 'jin cha' time :

2009-05-27T23:05:00.005+08:00

shall bolg today coz i donno how to do my data sheet for tmr practical n this data sheet relly make me go crazy le. so hard but the things can find inside notes, just that i donno hw to ans, need to use brain n think n write ur own ans down. but the notes also no link like that lol. hai ya. nvm i'm here to post.

string ensemble camp :)

went for the camp on 22 may to 24 may but i went back on 23 may due to some reason. shall not mention it here.

first day, went for the camp at 6pm . went to T15 to put my stuff n went for ice-breaking games. starting, we will playing names games n later part we play tree, fire, earthquake game. than aft that got cheer or sing song like that la, n some other games. the cheer was like fun. the ppl there was quite ok. know some of the ppl from other course too. than went to my group n do cheering. aft that they bring us to T15, 6 floor, to watch horror movie. i was so scared lol. the movie is coming soon lei. i watch 5 mins than come outside n cry le, too scare liao. than suddenly the outside light off, than i have no where to go but back to the room. went inside n keep playing my hp games. but before that got choose song for tmr dancing during camp fire time. they tell us that this time got 200 plus ppl join, than 5 join double base, 17 plus join viola, 30 plus join cello, n 192 plus join violin, n the school onli have abt 10 violin onli. haha.

ok! nw is the exciting part. when for nite walk at 12pm plus. they put us inside a room n tell us alot of ghost story abt the business block that we later going to walk there. talk abt the red brick n alot of stuff. make me more scare. they ask us to find ur own partner than i quickly find my friend(anna) friend who is a guy n pair with him. starting i tell him i so scare n later donno can continue to walk for the whole nite walk or not. coz got one girl pair with a guy and she come back to the room aft like 5 mins like that coz she cannot take it le. so i was so scare n worry. at first. there is a scream face person than later got another persin scared me at the other side. than the scream person keep following me, i was so scared. aft the brick than he go back to his place le. than all the way was scare but aft a while still ok le, coz keep talking to the ppl who scare us. so don feel that scary liao le. do u know?? i starting went we start to walk, i hold the guy elbow there, than i think the guy feel very uncomfortable, so he ask me where i want to hold hand or not? at that time i was so scare so i anything n we hold hand walk for the whole nite walk, until we reach the place than we release. haha. :) i told this to pet also. my friend from other club more funny than me. shall not talk here le. that nite got 9 club lol go for nite walk at the same time, so the persin say if anyone not from our club scared u, is not their problem le.

second day, first day sleep at 4am coz the nite walk end at 2am than quene to bath until 3am plus than aft that jiu sleep le. the air-con was so cold when i woke up in the middle of my sleep.my nose like ice like that lol. than wake up at 8am, ppl come in n use alot of thing(instrument) to wake us up, so loud lol. than they come in n say our room so cold, than see the temp is 16 degree lol. everybody feel cold but nobody go n low it down. so funny rite. ya, gals n guys sleep together. so the person beside me is a guy n the other side is a gal. haha. morning have nasi lemak, than went to chinese garden for amazing race, run until so tired lol. than lunch n dinner food not nice so lunch nv eat n dinner onli eat a bit. before that got one time is to practice our dance for later, than my grp got one person call harry, coz later he leaving soon, so not joining us for dance, than he teach us hw to dance, he dance until very gal gal n make me keep laughing, keep acting cute lol. aft that i did not stay for the camp fire n went off le...

end of the story, btw, i choose violin. know alot of friends n quite good for me. :)

i have updated le................

2009-05-26T23:12:00.002+08:00

i think i will try to update my blog on every weekends ba. i'm so busy now. shall find a day to update my camp story. ppl must wait

2009-05-24T23:33:00.002+08:00

came back for my string ensemble camp. was quite fun over there. have lots of activity. shall update more next time. visit my blog more n will see me update my camp story soon..... shall wait!!!!

2009-05-19T22:55:00.004+08:00

already in school for 5 weeks le. n i really feel that this place don belong to me. everything just can't get into my brain. donno why lol?? miss all my dearest gals n secondary school friends. miss the day in secondary!!! can we go back again??

to all my dearest sister: jia you everyone, in studies or relationship or friendship n everything u do. hope all of us can make it!!!

happy 29th month anniversary!!! baby, sweet sweet.

2009-05-16T23:02:00.002+08:00

reply tags:

haha. u gals want me to updats so i shall update a long long one since i so long nv update also. i got put date ma so can read date by date n no need to reach finish all by one shot de. tmr i working at amara at 12pm lol. try to earn more since i work onli 1 day.

2009-05-15T23:09:00.004+08:00

shall post a long one i think.

i don like biophy, is like so hard lol. very very hard. don understand wat the teacher saying lol. i have alot of things donno, especially bio. already in school for 4 weeks le still don know wat my module things lol. i onli know one subject n that is chem module. much more easy to understand. just submit my biophy vase ans that consist of 10% or 10 marks, so cannot fail. so stress lol. teacher gave us the qns on two weeks ago which is 27 apr but nobody know how to do until today lesson he elaborate more on it, than got some idea. i ask zul n baby to help me last week, but both of them don know hw to do also lol. lucky manage to send to teacher by today if not no marks le. my school library so good got alot of cds n movie to borrow lol. n i borrow some cartoon movie that i nv watch before. can borrow alot of movies lol. u can choose to watch there or bring home.

13 may

have my crs presentation. n that is my ca1. was like so scared lol. i prepare so many information n end up i onli say a bit, donno can pass or not. than after that, end sch at 1pm. need to stay in school to wait for my blood test result. n u know wat i got? i need to have 3 injection coz i don have hepatitis B lol. so sad sian! need to pay money for injection n still donno when i taking it, the person will let me know soon. each injection must wait for 6 months than can take the others so i must suffer liao le. hai you! aft that meet baby n went to eat sakae sushi. haven eat that for a long time le since sec 2, i think, hui shan birthday that time, if i nv remember wrongly. so have the food with baby but we nv eat that much. haha. took some photos with him too. so lazy too update, so shall see my mood to update the pic ba. lao da ask sy to call us, n sy call pet. lao da tell baby to work this sunday lol. cannot reject him lei. baby say lao da say until u cannot have any chance or excuse to reject him so die die must go. but baby say i can don go coz i haven say i can make it or not. but at the end still need to work. coz lao da die die also want to put down our name n make us go work. so sian. shall work for that day ba. nxt day still got sch on mon at 11am lol. must wake up at 9am in order not to late for school lol. hai you!!

14 may

which is yesterday. have practical in the morning. but actually the practical i doing is experiment 7 & 8 but nobody knows that teacher skip the experiment sequences . so we go to it lab to do experiment 3. wait outside it lab for 30 mins, teacher still haven come. so our class rep go practical lab there find teacher. so there was miscoception that day. we should go practical lab that day. have lesson for 30 mins plus n teacher end coz can't do anything due to computers not working. so lesson duration was 3 hrs but yesterday onli have it for 30 mins. so was like omg lol. than aft that go library n play board game, 'taboo' with ella, celine, atiqah. so fun lol. donno hw to give my friends hint for some words so onli break up the words in order for my friend to guess. n u know wat?? got 1 word is spain n i break up into 'spa' n 'in' was like damn funny when my friends put the 2 words together n say it. aft that when for lesson n went home with baby.

15 may

which is today. have lesson in the morning. lesson end at 12pm n stay in school until 2pm for the cca thing. i join the string ensemble lol. chun min also got join, but donno she confrim going for the cca or not. i join their camp too.it is on 22 may to 24 may. 3 days 2 nite camp. shall go n see wat they trying to do. maybe playing volin or cello, depends. but both instrument i like so no different. actually want to go for the astonomes camp de. but that day nv sign up for the camp onli join their cca. the astonomes camp onli cost $5 lol n also 3 days 2 nite. the string ensemble cost me $12 lei. both on same days but the astonomes in-charge nv call us so i think forget it le. today eat pizza hut for lunch with eileen n later zhu en join us. zhu en so good lol. can eat free meals in pizza hut. coz when me n eileen eat finish than she join n say want to eat. so she order. at first the uncle forgot to gave her her drinks than later forgot to tell the kitchen her orders until we sit there for 10 mins plus 20 n we ask the uncle. so the uncle gave her free wings due to he forgot to tell the kitchen than later wait for 10 mins plus still haven come, uncle say wait for 5 mins like that at first when he gave her the wings n nw is the kitchen forgot. so at the end, uncle gave her a free garlic bread n charge her everything for free. so she have free soup, drinks, wings n bread. so good rite??

today baby gave me a surprise! he got work from 1pm to 9pm actually n he ends early today. he end at 8pm today. his job onli need to send ice cream to the place n he just need to sit inside the car n a uncle drive him go. so good hor. like got for tour like that. 1 hr $5 lol. so easy to earn. than he come my house here without telling me. gave me a surprise. i was so happy. thought that today can't meet him le. than aft that he went for chalet to his friend birthday party. but i was still happy that he make the effort to come down n meet me by taking cab, know that i can't meet him that long coz mummy come home at around 9 plus. so thks baby. luv u lots. =)

some photos:

the end....

*baby, u are so good to me! luv u lots. sweet sweet hor!!!

2009-05-06T23:40:00.002+08:00

thks bee bee for everything today. ppl who know me n study with me in the same school n class, should know that sometime i will feel not well on certain time. haha. n today i not feeling well lol. thks bee, taking care of me. help me buy food n carry my things for me. went to his house today. than was so unwell that i sleep on his bed than he have no where to sit so sit on the floor while i'm sleeping. send me home n go straight home aft i reach my house. i felt very happy today. haha. thks bee bee.

2009-04-29T22:36:00.002+08:00

today have blood screening. they like take alot of blood from me lol. starting was scare, don know pain or not, don know later will cry or not?? but at the end, there is a little pain n i didn't cry. luckly i onli need to poke one time but the nurse is scary. looking at my hand n see which one better to poke lol. buy my new phone. is W890i, same phone as bee nw le. sell my old phone at $115 and buy the phone that cost $300. actually is $290, coz going to run out of stock le, so sell it at $300. go to other shop n ask, ppl onli will buy my old phone at $80 lol. so decide to go back. and back to back, i have nothing to post le.

everything is so hard to me.........

2009-04-28T23:13:00.002+08:00

today aft school went to meet jamie, mixuan, huishan, marion, belle, sy n zul at bugis. coz belle is going to thailand on thurs le. than have dinner with her, n its a buffet. zul, this pig, keep bully me, make fun of me somemore, so bad lol. took some photo n i onli have two nw. so ladies, pls send me the rest of my photo to me by email or blog it so that i can take it. tmr i'm going to have new phone, so happy lol!! but sad things is, i tmr going to have blood screening n injection. going to take my labcoat tmr also. i'm so tired nw........

2009-04-26T21:31:00.005+08:00

update again. the upload of photo here is so slow. today went out with bee n took some photo. bee bought new phone yesterday. I WAN HIS PHONE!!! so nice n i like it so much. it a no contract phone that cost $270 onli lol. so cheap n the camera is 3.2 mega pixles n 2GB memory lol. tmr is the second week of school le. so fast lol... tmr is ANNA BIRTHDAY also.. wish her advance birthday over here. haha.. didn't edit the photo much... all this pic was taken using bee new phone...

the end.....

2009-04-24T22:04:00.005+08:00

to all my sister,

miss u gals so much lol.

when are u gals free??

wan to meet up ma??

long time no see le, especially huishan, belle n

sy who i don know hw is she nw le. keep nv

update her blog lol....

my course sometime things are easier sometime is so hard that i don understand lol. especially i don know biology. so don know hw to say lol. going to have blood screening n maybe injection too. so scare lol. so fast, first week of sch end le

2009-04-23T23:18:00.003+08:00

today morning i was so angry coz of that pet.make me angry. yesterday told him that i will go his house in the morning before my 12pm lesson start n told him that i'm going to take mrt this time coz last time took bus n it took me for nearly 2 hrs plus lol. so i reach his house at 8am like that when i leave my house n 6am like that lol. coz of the traffic jam. than this time took mrt. much more faster le. reach his house at 715am when i leave my house at 6am plus again. than call him when i start reaching clementi. how dare he off his hp. know that i going down n sure call his hp, still off it. than nvm. know that his house won't have ppl so call his house. start calling from clementi too. than call his house for more than 20 over calls lol. still haven pick up. reach his house. lucky his mummy nv lock the door but got lock gate la. than i open the door n keep calling his house phone, still nv pick up. scream n shout for him to come out, still no respone. ppl we know me for so long know that my voice very loud de ma. like that still can't wake him up. i was standing outside his house for so long lol. about 1/2 hr plus n he still nv wake up. throw my heavy file n bang the door still no respone from him. sleep like a pig lol. than throw my ring inside his house also. when to sit at the stairs there, keep calling him without stopping it. still no respone. was so angry that i leave his block n go mac eat breakfast, don wan to waste time waiting outside his house le n i'm so angry at that time. than finally he pick up when i reach mac le. don care him le. than he come mac find him, i show him a angry look, he was so scare of me, know that he sure die today le. but i onli angry with him for 1 hr plus lei. very good le. nv angry him for so long lol. u ppl will think i so 'small air' but i travel all the way down from my house to jurong lei. n was so tired le. wanted to go his house n faster rest liao, but this bad pet do this to me. u ppl know that i always sleep at 12 plus 1 or 2 ma. still must wake up so early to go find him than take mrt also no seat to sit n can't take a nap lol. but end of today i not angry lei. see he so scare of me, haha n cook my favourite food for me to eat than forget it le......

end of today....

by the way, zakiah so sorry. forgot to msg u n wish u happy birthday. was busy yesterday n i have a very bad stm so when time goes on i will forget de, so sorry, but happy be-lated birthday. hope u can last long long.

2009-04-20T23:16:00.002+08:00

heard from jamie that co got silver for their syf. so happy n proud for them. well done.... haha. so tired today. lesson was bored n i don understand my work. was like so sian lol... i hate biophy... the lesson was so bored especially the tutor, don know wat he is talking lol... hard to catch wat he say... other tutor talk i can understand but onli him that make me can't understand anything lol... biophy is like mainly based on physic n i have throw back all my stuff le. some lesson need sec stuff so that u won't get lost. maybe is i have too long for my hoilday le. so evrything have forgotten le.... the school was like eating money lol... need to bring alot of money to school in order to pay for papers n other stuff. $60 for my new ez-link card lol. bus concession cost $50 n coz of new card must pay another $10 lol. really no money le. ya, btw, my course need to take injection n blood screening lol. n must pay alot of money for that. if ur hepatitis B is low, need to take one injection. if ur hepatitis is zero, u have to take 3 injection lol. cost around $35 for 3 n $15 for 1 plus still must pay $15 for blood screening. so many money lol........... wish me good luck in order that i no need to take 3 injection or 1 injection at all....

2009-04-20T15:53:00.000+08:00

using com in sch nw!!! so bored.....

2009-04-19T23:49:00.001+08:00

i'm going to school tmr. don know wat will happen. don know my teacher good or not?? don know my studies thing easy or not. so scared........... don dare to sleep nw.........

2009-04-19T22:57:00.006+08:00

PHOTOS UPDATE... THERE ARE STILL MORE COMING UP... LAZY TO UPLOAD SO MANY...

the end...............

2009-04-18T23:20:00.002+08:00

2day went to zakiah birthday at changi beach. go with marion n jamie too. eat n took quite a number of photos over there. haha. saw rui de n ask him to take photo with us. when we about to go home, lydia they all than just reach there. so faster took photo with them n jamie father fetch us home. send me until aft the high way there than i take bus home. marion father pick marion up from changi beach so she nv go home with us. photo will upload soon.

2009-04-17T18:23:00.000+08:00

THIS BLOG BELONG TO MINE NOW!!! HAHA!!!

2009-04-17T17:44:00.002+08:00

today was resting at home the whole. just nw went to sut my hair but aft cutting finish i see like nv cut until my hair like that lol... hai ya... school going to start soon le... the first day of sch which is also co syf, actually wanted to skip lesson or wat de, but nw, saw my class blog n teacher email, i think i can't skip le. don know wat teacher is going to do on the 1st, email us n say bring laptop to sch for the lesson on 3-4pm de. so hw can i skip liao le ner?? hai ya... so sad lol... can't go watch them play... tmr is zakiah birthday celebration... haha... there is hope for flyer money le...

2009-04-16T23:09:00.003+08:00

2day have flag days at boon lay, reach there in time but must still wait for my other classmate to come before we could start on it. at first was like so shy to ask ppl to donate money lol. n i was 2gether with 2 friends whom were celine n anna. celine was like so loud when she ask ppl wan to donate money or not n i n anna was like so shy to us. than me n anna just walk down towards the traffic light there since there will so many ppl standing at the mrt station, bus interchange n outside the shopping mall lol. along the way to this 3 places there were also alot of sp student standing over there. alot of ppl were like rushing for time so didn't donate money. me n anna went to a traffic light place where there were ppl coming out from the HDB block there. very clever rite!!! haha. ppl sure donate the money for us first n those who r at the transport there sure don have. haha. than both of us slowly walk to other place to ask for donation. we went to a place where ppl were pass by us before they could go to the shopping mall. so it was another good feng shui place. went to mac n eat with all my classmate n continue for donation. wanted to rest but my friend anna was so 'n du' that have our food she quickly ask me to go back to the place again. no time to sit down longer n rest well. al last i give up le, since my tin was like quite heavy le. haha. went back to sch aft that n count money. at 1st thought that onli will have 59 bucks like that but was surprise that i got 98.11 bucks. haha. was like so many lol.

aft that went to bee house n rest a while coz too tired le. onli manage to sleep for 3-4 hrs like that than wake up n rush to boon lay this morning lol. went to jurong point n have dinner with bee. he so good, help me buy food, take buy bag, n follow me go buy shoes n take for me my shoes. haha. also gave me money to top up my ez-link card coz i really no money le. haha. he was so good 2day. other days also good but 2day better. haha. my leg now was so like jelly like that to tired to walk around le....

reach home at 9pm plus like that n i'm so tired nw!!!

photo update... haha... onli took 2 photo... n was taking my own photo...

2009-04-15T23:03:00.002+08:00

tmr is my flag day n have to wake up at 5 plus n leave my house at around 615 like that or earlier coz need to reach at 730, is like so difficult lor..... wan to cut my hair le. finding a day to do so. think of tmr or friday, shall see when i have the time ba. my classmate like everyone is speaking english not many or very very little like 0.1% of my classmate will speak chinese sometimes ba. talk to them must speak english n my english is not that good lol........

2009-04-14T23:55:00.003+08:00

continue..........

have lunch with all my classmate except 1 didn't turn up n one of the friends pass around a piece of paper to write our name, birthday, email n phone no. so everybody wrote it down n give to the class rep n he will type out n send to us through email. haha. was like so good...... when we walk from place to place, was like walking in 2 line n just follow, like sec sch like that. haha. know some ppl 2day so end up still ok with things. heard my friend say need to install some software for our course in lappy n they r given a guide also, but i don have. they say they got it during enrollment that day but i don have. maybe diff day coz i go on 10 mar n they all go on 13 mar which i suppose to go on that day.some of them join the camp last month but i didn't. haha.... 2day order my labcoat n i bought the 's' size lor.... haha..... n pay for it for $22 but don know must pay, luckily before that someone asked got bring enough money or not n tell us need to pay hw much so don have enough n faster go withdrawn money. having my flag day on 16 apr n i need to reach boon lay at 730 am. omg!!!! than is like need to stay there until 3plus than can take mrt back to sch n return the container by 330pm n 430 have our welcome party. was like omg!!!! lol.....

shall end here....

2009-04-14T17:30:00.002+08:00

hey, here to blog again. 2day is my second day of orientation n i saw victor 2day. he copme n say hi to me n ask me want to go play pool or not? but i say no. haha. coz he is going with his new friends. he also told me that linda n ester are in the sch n he saw them just nw. wah! i don know wat course they are lol. maybe will see them in sch 1 day

2009-04-13T22:19:00.002+08:00

today went to sch for my 1st day orientation. quite scare at first but when i am looking for my name at the board, i know a friend. her name is zhu en from malaysia, sameclass as me. than went in to the theater there to sit down n wait for the things to start. all the ppl who study in the CLS were inside the theater. nv saw anyone i know. than there were 2 mc very lame. talking non-stop. n slowly i know some friends in the theater who were same course as me n we exchange phone no. also. i was so pai sei, ppl ask me for my phone no. n i can't remember it. so must see my phone, wat is my new phone no. than things goes on. my tutor was like so funny, keep making us laugh. sp gave us another file again n kit kat also. thursday is the flag day n i'm suppose to be at boon lay for the flag days. if anyone of ur free, can come down n support me by donating money to me. i need to have min amt of $30 lol. didn't took photo..... meeting my new friends tmr at 12pm to go order my labcoat but the class rep msg us n say shall go 2gether as a class to order the labcoat 2gether n have lunch too. before our SPICE lesson start. that lesson need my sch email that i register that time, but i forgot le. nv go n remember lol.... tmr sure got problem de. my class ppl are like so guai n quite lol... haha....

my crazy mummy is getting more crazy le, coz nobody go buy things from her, n she didn't sold anyhting 2day, keep calling back home n ask us to help her pray n anyhw throw temper n anger at us. nw worse, don wan to help me top up my pre-pay card money n also my sis one. wan to keep our line card n say will top up the pre-p[ay for us every month but nw she like crazy n say no. me n my sis was like so angry lol. make me can't buy the clothes that bought with jamie at blogshop coz no money. still need to use my own money to top up bus card lol.... everything must use my own money. no job nw, shall find a job to work le, if not i will die soon. can't my psp too coz father don let. hai ya.... have nothing much to say abt my family le... later i'm the one who go crazy le..... forgot my uob card pw also... hai ya, so bad luck nw a days, where does my good luck go toooooooooooooo............................

2009-04-11T20:17:00.002+08:00

today went tampines with my sis, met bee n her mum n bro there but they are leaving there so just say hi n bye. than went to shop at tampines 1, so many ppl over there n we start from the top to the bottom level. saw n umbrella, so quite nice n the umbrella was put inside a bottle. so special n the bottle was nice too. went to a shop that sell stationary n storybooks. saw a notebook, wanted to buy but the notebook to exp le, so gave up n didn't buy anything over there.

beeeeeeeeeeeeeee
You are the reason that I breathe, you are the reason that I still believe.You are my destiny. No there is nothing that can stop us, nothing can ever come between us. thanks you for letting me ur ear to listen to all my nagging things just now.......

2009-04-10T23:47:00.002+08:00

today went out with bee at around 6 plus to tao payoh to eat the tiong bahru bao.... haha... n after that when home at about 8 plus like that. when we waiting for 74 that time, got one person walk towards the bus stop where we are. than the person wearing short skirt, so confirm is a lady de ma. but shock lei, is a gay. wear white top n pink short skirt lol. quite big size lei, than the person stand the position is where the bus come do ma, so i keep looking at the direction lol.... than the person like so fierce like that lol than also keep looking back at us also. than bee say lucky he very fun le. haha. so gay lei, n 'ren yao' lor. her hair make me feel so 'don know' how to say la. is like so scary to me lol............

2009-04-10T00:11:00.002+08:00

just ask bee to teach me hw to check my timetable online, n my timetable is finally out. so sad. first two day is going to make me die. my lesson until 5pm. can sleep le lol. than got two days lesson start at 8am. going to die le.................

2009-04-09T23:39:00.003+08:00

i back...... don know whether tmr going out with azmi they all or not?? still haven confirm until now lol.... hai ya...... tmr bee going to sao mu don know until wat time?? n tmr is good friday... haha... public holiday so sister no need to go school. today brought clothes with jamie at blogshop. the top that i brought cost $9.90 but haven plus shipping n other stuff, but jamie told me agar agar need to pay $17 like that. i think quite exp lol... so still thinking want to buy it or not??just one more week left le........... when school start, need to find job to work on the same time le..... hai ya..... don know whether i am able to rush down and see co syf on 20 apr or not?? still need to attend school lesson. think next week when i go for orientation, than will get my timetable le ba.....

2009-04-09T17:18:00.002+08:00

i have nothing to update now. school start soon le. next week need to go down to sp for three days lol. for the orientation thing. so bored. need to travel there for like one hour plus sitting on the bus doing nothing lol. so bored lei. must ask bee to lend me his psp le........ can't go out much le.

2009-04-03T00:07:00.002+08:00

here to blog. so angry with pet. talking to marion jiu come in n join us without my permission. he use his com n sign in my msn. so when he talk to us, i was like shock coz i did not type anything lor.than later know is him n go make wei ming also. than i go into his msn n make him also. jun ran let me saw one thing. he put sharon(his-ex) msn unger the group of family members lei. plus sharon mum msn. so angry lor. than my msn was at other contact there. bad boy..........

2009-04-01T23:11:00.002+08:00

here to blog again.today ask bee to take half day leave than meet him. have lunch together than went to his house n let him rest awhile coz he very tired n bath also. than head down to somewhere near his house there play bowling. play until my hand pain lor. than went vivo city to have dinner n went home aft that. but pass by some shop n brought two t-shirt at IP Zone for 29 dollars. don know why, like to buy clothes but no income now. than bee say don like the shopaholic person, keep buy things yet no money le. haha. than went home le. tmr father working, was so happy coz bee can come my house but sadly, mummy not working. so angry lor. she off for 3 days. from tmr until sat lei. want meet bee also cannot... don know azmi will ask me out ma?? still haven confirm with me yet.....

2009-04-01T00:02:00.004+08:00

today go swimming with jamie at the same time but swim about 1 hrs like that jiu come up le. meet marion at 2pm to have lunch first than watch movie together with me n jamie. watch the shopholic. was funny. than aft that went home le. too tired aft swimming n onli swim awhile coz no energy le. didn't take photos today lor. tmr meeting bee. today he make me angry lor, call him so many times, msg him also nv reply me. onli think about playing his ball. so bad. haven forgive him yet. see hw he hong me tmr. don know wat happen to sy n marc. hai ya.....

come across to wei ming blog n saw this, find it quite good n meaningful....

2009-03-27T23:56:00.003+08:00

hey!!!!

anyone wan to join swimming with me n jamie on this coming tues which is 31 mar at jamie cousin condo at 1130 am???

if wan to join, let me know asap ba.....

2009-03-26T19:17:00.002+08:00

i am so angry now. just call my sister n want to ask her why she haven go home n my father jiu nag me say my sister go serangoon cc than must wait for her to reach home than can eat. now wat time le. always my parents ask my sister to do things when they are not at home than my sister push all the things to me n wan me to do. just sometimes ask my sister go do something n my parents will always say i ask u to do n u ask ur sister to do. always say i lazy. when their not at home my sister ask me to go n help her buy food when she just came back from school. don know why, she can buy it herself when she is on the way home ma. always ask me to do so many things n my sister no need to do anythings. its so unfair lor.... my sister always ask me to help her do things just that they don know, onli see the surface lor. onli know how to ask me to do things but not my sister. actually my sister is the one who is lazy lor. always want me to help her do her math, don help her do than she nag, than my parents will ask me to help her. wat logic is that?? last time i also do my homework myself ma.... don know why must sister so troublesome, keep asking me the same math question again. don know whether she go pay attention or not?? than now still need to wait for her than can eat. now wat time le, everybody is having their dinner n i still have to wait for my stupid sister to come back. maybe she alrdy eaten with her friends le lor.... always side my sister n scold me, like my sister is their child n i am not, always treat me like maid like that... really don understand this home le........

onli know how to nag n say me but not my sister. this stupid sister, also know how to nag onli. don know how to do things.... i am so angry now..........

2009-03-25T23:53:00.003+08:00

today went swimming with jamie. i was like so funny, don know how to swim lor. than jamie teach me. but i think i still don know how to swim. swim until don know look like wat lor. both of us swim from 11 plus 12 until 1 plus like that. sun burn until very bad. hands n face turn red le. than aft swimming went to jamie aunt house for lunch. than aft that go ehub play arcade n saw chit wan, lydia, yun di n one of their friend. than they go play pool. play arcade awhile than gop see than play pool. chit wan always like to show off her muscle lor. than always like to say me, same as zul lor..... sick now, having a bad flu n the sun burn make me feel very painful now....

photo.....

the end.....

2009-03-25T00:20:00.014+08:00

went out with marion, mi xuan n sy to marina square n eat yuki yaki, was taking alot of photo today. marion send me 70 photo lei. so many... taking photo like everywhere we go. play arcade n the toy machine, spent 6 dollar n catch until the teddy bear i wan n one more toy that i gave to sy. than play arcade awhile n walk to suntech. went to the rooftop garden there n take alot of photo. like crazy man. aft that went home le....... going with jamie to swimming tmr.

photos.....

my little teddy bear.....

don know talking to who?? haha....

me......

all.....

foods....

THE END....

2009-03-23T23:04:00.002+08:00

blog again. tmr going out with marion, mi xuan n sy to marina square n eat yuki yaki. jamie can't go with us coz she need to teach tuition so we go ourself. than wan go wild wild wet this wed or thurs de, but cherylene n mi xuan not free, so jamie say nxt week than go coz too little ppl going le. shall wait ba. this wed going swimming with jamie. whole day at home so bored, than when my sister come home from school keep nagging about her hp, say spoil le than want change with my father but my father don wan to change n use the spoil hp. than my sister say i change with her the hp that time that hp i change with her alrdy spoil le. but actually when i change with her that time the hp still can use lor. i onli make until the hp got one scratch onli lor. is she change with me than aft that keep dropping on the floor than make it worse n spoil de. my father don wan to change with her than she keep nagging me than my father nag her back than later nag back to me. so 'FAN' lor. all coz of my sister, nv take good care of the phone, always bring the hp with her when she go toilet than always drop on the floor, than still say me that i change with her a spoil hp lor. if she think that the hp spoil de hua, than why still change with me??? change with me for so long le, than now keep nagging. don know wat she is thinking lor..... so bored staying at home.

Yesterday azmi bully me, ask me want to go out today, than i say anything but he say must aft 8pm coz need to have dinner with parents. know that i can't go out at 8pm still ask me.... hai you!!!

bad bee, nv msg me for the whole day le, how dare him. so bad lor, buy so many tibits for me n food fair at suntech coz i can't meet him from mon to fri this week so buy so many packets for me to eat, wan me to grow fatter lor. i alrdy very fat le so wan go swimming with jamie. must slim down le.... on diet but very difficult ba... i think....

2009-03-23T00:03:00.002+08:00

nothing better to do. so bored at home. daddy n mummy going malaysia on tuesday, just go there in the morning n come back at nite, so that day i want to go out the whole day without anyone calling me n ask me where am i now le. hahaha....

THE END...

2009-03-22T15:36:00.003+08:00

Put an X in every box that applies to you.
Add up all the x`s and title subject with the sum as "My marriage age is__"

[X] You know how to make a pot of coffee
[X] You keep track of dates using a calendar
[ ] You own more than one credit card
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car
[X] You do your own laundrY
[ ] You vote every election
[X] You can cook for yourself
[ ] You think politics are exciting
[ ] You balance your own checkbook
[ ] Your parents have better things to say than your friends

[X] You show up for school/college/work every day early.
[ ] You always carry a pen in your pocket/purse
[X] You've never gotten a detention
[X] You have never smoked a cigarette
[X] You have never gotten completely trashed
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday at least once
[ ] You like to take walks by yourself
[ ] You've watched talk shows.
[ ] You know what 'credibility' means without looking it up
[ ] You drink coffee[caffeine] at least once a week.

[X] You know how to do the dishes.
[X] You can count to 10 in another language.
[ ] When you say you're going to do something you do it.
[X] My parents trust me
[ ] You can mow the lawn
[ ] You can make adults laugh without being stupid
[ ] You remember to water the plants
[X] You study when you have to
[X] You pay attention at school/college
[ ] You remember to feed your pets

[X] You can spell 'experience' without looking it up.
[ ] You work out on a regular basis.
[X] You clean up your own mess
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out
[X] You have gained weight since middle/high school
[ ] The first thing you do when you wake up is get caffeine
[X] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said
[X] You can type (damn) quickly

[ ] You have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour
[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party
[ ] You have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay
[X] Most of all your friends are older than you are
[X] You can say no to staying out all night
[X] You use the internet every day
[X] Your wardrobe hasn't changed in a while
[X]You can read a book and actually finish it

Total: 23

2009-03-21T23:07:00.008+08:00

blog again. coz have nothing better to do so shall blog ba. want to go out with marion n wei ming but don know where to go to. so still thinking for a place for us to go. if anyone got any suggestion can tag me n let me know. bee today come my house n watch hotel for dogs online but the online movie have cut alot of parts out so decide not to continue to watch le. than find other movie to watch n found until 'di yi jie' n watch online at tudou. than have diiner together n bee went home at 9pm again.

photos....

my cute little photo....

was too bored, n took some photo
when waiting for ppl to pick me up n watch movie...

i did wear short inside, haha....

the end...

2009-03-20T23:21:00.008+08:00

today secretly go out without telling my parents. coz before my father go to work he say i better don go out today. keep going out n say i like got alot of money to spend like that. so can't tell my parents i going out. went out at about 1630 like that coz someone is fetching me n jamie n mx. the person is azmi n chia sheng in the car too. than head down to jamie house n pick her up. than nxt is mx, nv go her house before so don really know hw to travel down to her house from jamie house there.than aft that when ehub watch movie, ' the hotel for dogs'. super nice. both movie i watch this two days are very nice. than aft movie went changi village there eat, finding a place to park is very difficult. took alot of time to find a place to park. too many cars over there. all of us is like screaming when there is cars coming out n a place to park but there are other cars wanting to park the same place as us too. so was like quickly park n snatch the place first if not must wait n find again le. eat finish n went back home aft that. i am the first one to go home. haha.

took some photo in azmi car, but too bad is azmi can't take photo with us, coz he is the driver n he need to drive us home while we taking picture on his car. haha....

the guy is chia sheng...

the end...

2009-03-20T00:03:00.015+08:00

Blog again.today celebrate with bee our monthly anniversary. Blink blink so fast jiu with him for 27 months le. Haha. Go pasir ris watch movie n eat, saw jamie at pasir ris also n she went there to watch movie also. Same movie as me n timing also the same. So qiao. Watch mall cop movie today, very funny n nice. Than before that jamie n her cousin come find us and have lunch with us together. But we r sitting at two different table. Haha. Tmr still don know going out with azmi n chia sheng or not?? Must wait until jamie tell me than see hw. Jamie still not confirm yet than mi xuan like wan or don wan to go like that. Than they say tmr than let me know, so tmr shall see hw lw. Aft movie wan go play bowling de, but too many ppl le, jiu nv play le. Went to white sand walk walk before going home, than play arcade with bee over there, aft awhile jiu go home le. Went to rivervale plaza to buy dinner than go home aft that. As usual, bee come my house until 9pm jiu go home le. Jamie say next week going to teach me swimming at her cousin house swimming pool. Finally can get back my flyer money le, the person call me today but is a different person. The flyer person who in-charge of us quit the company le. Luckly i tell jamie to help me if not can’t get back the money le. The person is so bad, didn’t say anything or pass down anything to his colleague jiu quit the job le. Nxt week going wild wild wet also. Haha. But still haven decide when to go. Must choose a liang chen ji ri than can go. Haha.

Took some photo today.....

tou pai jamie n her cousin...

innocent look of bee....

eating.....

don know looking at wat....

our pic...

the end.....

2009-03-18T23:38:00.002+08:00

here to blog again. nothing much to do at home. watch hong kong drama the whole day, than nite bee come my house, sit sit awhile jiu go home le. tmr going out with bee to downtown east n eat, than watch movie n go play bowling. azmi asked me out on msn but still not confrim yet. if con frim de hua, i think this friday jiu will meet up n go watch movie ba. calling jamie n chia sheng to join in also. don know still can call who out togather....

2009-03-17T23:18:00.003+08:00

here to blog again. today very bored. watch hong kong drama, play facebook n go uob bank to open new account. nothing much to do today. bored bored bored... ask bee to take half day off on this thursday to go sentosa. online talking to marion n she say the coming soon movie very scary. ask me whether i watch it le ma. i don think i will go n watch ba, later watch le got nite mare hw??? nothing much to write le. got anything for me to do?? or go out together on one day??? maybe planning to go wild wild wet on next week coz not much ppl plus sisters maybe can go ba. than go swimming with jamie soon. looking forwar for this days...

2009-03-17T00:13:00.021+08:00

actually going to post finish le, but my laptop suddenly goes wrong, make me have to re-type again. so angry. today went out with cherylene, jamie n marion. meet cherylene n marion at 1pm at orchard but before that meeting jamie at 1045 plus. going to pass our pay-slip at bishan but later jamie call and say pass the pay-slip at tampines le. so quickly rush down to meet her at compass point with adeline n kar hui together. miss bus 27 so decide to take cab down coz need to pass the pay-slip before 1200 noon. than later head down to newton with jamie to collect our money. was raining quite heavily when we reach orchard to meet cherylene n marion. nv bring umbrella so share with jamie but still gets wet, the rain was to big... have lunch with cherylene, jamie n marion than went shopping aft that. bought a so called 'shirt' ba, i think, don know wat does that call la. than bought a jacket for bee, but he nv come meet me today so can give him. shall keep the jacket for myself le. really like it alot. haha... spend alot of money today... ya... bee jacket bought from 77th street, guess hw much does it cost??? 15 dollar onli. so cheap... spend 50 bucks plus today... earn so less but yet spending so much. must control n save more. if not really no money le...

took photo with cherylene, jamie n marion...

take 4 continuous photo with marion
using cherylene phone, so funny...

4 continuous photo with jamie....

another 4 continuous photo...

2009-03-16T00:10:00.003+08:00

To: Bearmie
Oink oink oink, finally repair and completes the desgin of our new blog wallpaper and add on new things liao le arh... Hehex... Thks thks thks, i apprecaite ur hardworks and effort la, hehex...
K la, ya la, there is smth u always wans mi to do in front of u la, bt sometimes, juz wan to protect n store alittle 'man-ly' side in front of u one de ma, can nt 'C', still wan force mi to, to do it in front of u, haix... Wait la Wait la, nudge n nudge n nudge, writin blog, nudge at the other end, u hor... (Buai Tahan!!!) Errrr, k, carry on... Hmmm, mie, smtimes although u may nt feel the love frm mi to u, bt juz wan to tell u tis, although smtimes u may think that '我没想像中爱你', 不过, bearmie, the truth is 我比你想像中更爱你 yoz.... HEHEHEX...

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Oink oink oink, mie mie, thks for everything u did for mi, does for our relationships, the blog and most imptly, our first ever made movie... Hope tat tis will nt be the one n onli, bt instead the starts of everything... Hehex... K la, gt to go slp le, tml nid to work work liao....

By: Bearbie... 1912061314!!!

2009-03-15T23:51:00.004+08:00

very bored at home. nothing to do. use com use until bored le. going out with marion, jamie, cherylene n maybe sy tmr for shopping. but before that will got bishan there to pass pay-slip with jamie n go newton there to get money. now no money n work. rotting at home is bored. looking for one day to go wild wild wet with sister they all n go swimming with jamie. she is going to teach me hw to swim. haha. long time nv swim le, maybe don know hw to swim liao le. looking forward to tmr outing. shall stop here.

bored until take photo at home

2009-03-15T00:43:00.002+08:00

to:bearbie

have my new laptop now n have settle my com wireless problem le. so happy. putting lots n lots of photo n stuff into this lappy le. haha. quite bored at home. really need money n job to work on le...

from: bearmie

photos....

2009-02-25T23:12:00.001+08:00

to: bearbie

bad bad to you all the way!!!

from: bearmie

2009-02-25T00:32:00.002+08:00

To: Bearmie
YoZ yOz YoZ, i m back... Pai sei pai sei la, tis two weeks having exams n papers ma, alot of preparation to do ma, for the exams loh... Hmmmm, bt then hor, even though exams, still gt meet u, chat wif u everyday ma, shld be u noe wat were my everyday doing de, don hav to post bah... Meet u already no time le, help u play mine n urs P.S. also tak quite alot of time le, so din hav much time to post loh... Sorri sorri sorri la... Bearmie, nxt time say things to mi, or wans to share any unhappiness de hua, would u kindly speak out straight frm ur mind rather than beating ard the bush la... This nt scoldin or say u arh, juz wan to post out to let u noe, n remind u... Whereas for mi, if u realise tat i hav anything which mak u unhappy de hua, u can happyily tell mi straight de, i m open to any suggestion de... Dou lao fu lao qi le, no nid to be so ke qi, or beat ard the bush de...
Sometimes i don understand u de loh, lik to do n say opposite-lly de loh... Haix, bao bei arh, nxt time say out straight straight ba... U also veri cute de loh, wan pei ni go orchard walk walk wif u, don wan, say gt frenz, then when frenz don wan pei ni, u then wan mi to accompany u, veri mafan loh, u... Haix, sometimes ner, u tends to climb over my head without knowin it de loh, although u may nt noe it, bt for mi or outsider, quite obvious de, so, can de hua, can recap n change de hua jiu hao loh... Rmb wat u say in the letter arh... Hahax... Lolz... Bearmie, i nt scoldin u la, bt juz wan to voice out nia... If i gt anything which u nt happy de, muz tell mi straight straight de... Okie...
LUV U LOTZ LOTZ , BEARMIE!!!

2009-02-24T23:30:00.004+08:00

to: bearbie

don know when bearbie will visit n write in the blog again le. since his last post until now still nv write anything over here. today mood not very good. maybe coz feel a bit that mx n jamie like anti mi like that. talking among themselves onli than nv share we me. than keep going anywhere together but nv call me. so feel a bit weird. than keep bully me n make me to be alone. that well will suddenly feel so stress, sad, not happy n all the bad mood. than that day jamie promise me to go shopping with me aft todays work but end up she don wan to go le. when we go hom that time is drizzlingly than walk very long way to orchard mrt station. actually wan go shopping alone but end up no mood plus a bit tired jiu nv go le. take mrt home with them. actually expect him to accompany me go orchard walk walk n shopping de coz i really nv walk walk at orchard before, so like a little bit blur n sotong ma. but he say he not free. he told me yesterday that he going out with friends during aftnoon n nite play ball since he so long nv play le but end up he come my house here find me but my parents at home. also nv let me know that he is coming n nv ask me my parents at home or not jiu come le. than later he reach n call me, told him that my parents at home, he jiu go home le. make me feel guilty n make me feel that i very stupid, nv tell him my parents at home n make him come down all the way from city hall. than make my mood go worse. come home, bath finish already very tired le, parents n sister still nagging all the way. make me fed up n mood goes bad. bearbie ask me whether he can work tmr or not? i say anything, but tell him we nv meet on thursday. give him the hint that not to work for his friend le, when he ask me that time, i already talk to him at a bu shuai yu qi le means don wan him to work. but end up, he say yes to his friends. make me very angry. than later ask him to tell his friend don wan to work aft a few mins but his friend nv reply. so now also don know wat to do le. when i am writing this don know why feel like crying n cry out when i write until half way n continue to write until the end. than now don care, die die also wan him to meet me tmr n meet me earlier earlier le. today went to work, coz too early than no bus so walk to the mrt station n walk a long way to there coz got constrution working. nearly sprain my ankles when i work until half way. but at the end onli so scratch than work that time don know why cut until my and also don know but luckly just a small cut so nvm. than don know why my neck also got problem. maybe scratch until got scratch over there than very painful maybe po bi le. until now don know wat bearbie is doing. today he din really msg me much n make me feel really weird...

*I AM SO TIRED NOW N WAITING FOR HIM TO REACH HOME EARLY TO SLEEP WITH ME COZ TODAY WAKE UP VERY EARLY SO NOW VERY TIRED LE...

by:bearmie - lonely now

2009-02-16T21:51:00.003+08:00

to: bearbie

today actually very happy de. didn't keep calling bearbie, rush him to my house. don know why he come my house today, like not happy like that. face very black. than on the way go stick the notice thing also face so black, like not happy like that. when i reach home not long ago, mummy jiu reach home le. come home jiu start nagging say why cook food nv open the window than her working clothes later very smelly, got oily smell. kapp nagging n nagging make me so angry n irritated plus bearbie like not happy also make me more not happy today le.

MY BELOVED BEARBIE, MUST JIA YOU. DON GIVE URSELF SO MUCH STRESS, JUST COME N GO. IF CAN MEANS CAN, IF CANNOT THAN NEXT TIME TRY HARDER. DON NOT HAPPY! I WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT U N BE BY YOUR SIDE DE. SO JUST TRY UR BEST N AIM PROPERLY N SHOT JIU CAN DO IT LE.

*by the way, u have send me the blue photo yet. remember to send it to me next time.

by: bearmie

2009-02-14T23:56:00.002+08:00

to: bearbie

very happy about wat u write n all ur surprise n preparation. read le my letter got cry ma? ur mummy got say the thing i make nice ma? got ask ur friend wat i want u to ask ma? today we celebrate until so happy don know sy they all n marion they all got celebrate until very happy ma? next time i go ur house must cook for me to eat again hor. really very nice n i love to eat so much. first time a guy cook for me n it is so nice. jamie ask us how i celebrate than i tell her, she say u very sweet n ask me to treasure u lei. haha. must treasure me zhi dao ma!!! thank you for walking n accompany with me through this journey. i really treasure u alot de. haha. n last but not least...
*HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!! MAY WE LAST LONG TOGETHER!!
I LOVE U, BEARBIE

by: bearmie

2009-02-14T23:16:00.002+08:00

To: My One & Only Beloved Bearmie!!!

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!! MY BELOVED LAO PO BAOBEI XIN GAN, BEARMIE SWEETHEART DARLZ DARLZ GAL GAL BABY BLU BLU SILLY SOTONG...

Hmmm, realli enjoy what we have did today arh? Realli will rmb tis day in our life, will always be in ur heart, will treasure mi? Hahax... Lolz... Today to mi is realli a wonderful day too, no matter what we do, where we go, what we encounter, as long as u were around by my side, i m contented already... Hehex...

To recap what u did for mi: cre8 a blog for the both of us; personally made a bouquet of 20++ handmade paper flower (+having it pack veri nicely together in a veri good quality wrappin paper which u spend hours to mak it); writing a sweet sweet letter to mi; being a very good companion for the whole day/relationship;last bt nt least, giving mi a real, good, enjoying, unforgetable, memorable VALENTINE Day experience!!!

To recap what i did for u: cooking a veri yummy pasta(which u mention); attempting to make a chocolate fruddle for u(bt wasnt able to cool by he time u came, sorri); surprise u by well prepared all the things today( such as buying the movie tickets b4 hand; booking a seat for two at a resturant, pre-purchase and wrap big big present, still rmb wat was it?); on top of it, giving u a also a very real, good, enjoying, unforgetable, memorable VALENTINE Day experience!!!

Hope tat the way i wrote tis, one day when anything happen to us(choy choy choy, touch wood), u miz mi until buai tahan, or show tis to our children, grand children or even grand grand children will be veri veri sweet, and refreshing abt us on tis day, 14/2/09!!! Hehex...

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From: Ur Beloved One & Onli Beardie!!!

2009-02-13T23:52:00.003+08:00

to: bearbie

oink, want me to be happy very easy de, just sing our blog song for me can le. haha. no need to say so many sorry de is ok de la. don know must wait how long than got a job that i want work. hai ya. this year valentine day, first time to celebrate with u lei. happy ma? only two of us don have other ppl celebrate with us. thinking of when will u cry in front of me ner?? i think by the time i write finish is just nice valentine day le.
here to say
*HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!! MY BELOVED LAO GONG BAOBEI BEARBIE SWETHEART DARLING BOYBOY BABY XIN GAN...
*haha so many name. happy ma??

by:bearmie

2009-02-13T22:25:00.003+08:00

To Bearbie,
sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri sorri!!!
Din write an entry for ytd... Hope u wont get angry wif mi... Pai sei arh, say tis mornin wil write for u, bt then din write jiu went sch straight le, very sorri... Bearbie, don get angry wif mi hor, kaes...
Hmmm, bearbie, don get so dis-hearten hao ma... Silly, i believe that u will surely get another job other than banquet de la, nw still haven gt a tution job, don worry, u can get it even when u r in poly de, juz wait patiently, hao ma, wat meant to come, will come de... Ur life wont be fill by juz onli banquet de, u wont hav to work in banquet forever de, worst come to worse, onli i will be workin in it, ur result, surely wont left until to be waitress for ur life de... Dont be so sad or dishearten liao le la...
Get cheer up hao ma, ltr tml jiu Valentine day liao le lei, happy ma, tis shld consider our first valentine celebrating together wohz, don be sad la, u nt happy, i wont be happy de wohz... Lai Lai Lai, xiao yi ge iv mi hao ma... Lai ma Lai ma, if still nt happy yet de hua, go listen to my singin la, hope that it get cheer u up alittle... Hehex...
From: Ur Beloved Beardie

2009-02-12T23:12:00.002+08:00

to: bearbie

oink oink, so bad. sry for today. tomorrow i going to start calling again and look for other job also. thks for teaching me how to make flower. today don know why, keep thinking of job thing. make me very headache and stress and confuse. don know why thinking of i call so many tuition center want to earn money than no one call me back. hw long do i still need to wait.i work so hard to find a job that i want to do but end up still no job for me.don know wat to do le. nan dao i really must work banquet for my holiday ma?? can't work other job ma?? am i going to work for banquet for my life?? am i really have to have a banquet life?? so bored n stress. feeling like having a tuition job tmr...

by : bearmie

2009-02-12T01:17:00.002+08:00

To: Bearmie
oink oink, naggy naggy, pai sei arh, so late then write this entry to u... Hehex... Pai sei arh, kana wake up by dad after he finish using the com, then nw, chase my slp god away already, then still remember tat haven write tis for u, jiu write for u loh... Don worry, will slp after writing this de. Hmmmm, today, consider a quite long and tiring day for mi bah... Veri sorri lei, wasnt able to msg u much today, bt still thks alot for being understanding enough of nt bothering mi much today... Hehex... Nth much to say today, juz tat hope that u can try not to worry abt the tution job thingy, juz let things go on smoothly on its own time own target, dun rush or wat loh, wat meant to come will come sooner or later de, so ya, juz look forward to it bah... Hehex... If i was given a wish, i would hope that u could get a tution job sooner in the days to come...
From:Ur Beloved Beardie 520999
Muacks! Muacks! Muscks!

2009-02-11T17:07:00.011+08:00

to: bearbie

oink oink, today msg u keep late reply me arh?? how ur project le?? i today very guai lei, got go buy newspaper n eat lunch, than still got call finish all the tuition center lei. than i still got look at the part time job catergory, see can calll n look for work or not. today don think will play maple with u ba. hows ur project?? finish le ma?? than study for ur test paper le mei you?? don too late than study hor?? got anything must write here or tell me, zhi dao ma?? valentine present prepare until how le?? this saturday is valentine le lei. later going to cook dinner le. u must rmember to eat hor. than help me think of how to write the ' notice thing ' hor!!! sorry! today can't meet u coz daddy nv work. tmr he working at 5 pm so can come my house at around 3 plus 4 like that and last but not least,

*BEARBIE, I LOVE U!!! MISS U LOTS LOTS!!! MUACK MUACK MUACK!!! MUST MISS ME HOR!!!

by : bearmie naughty

2009-02-10T23:26:00.002+08:00

To Bearmie,
oink oink, my xin gan, of course i rmb la... What u hav say to mi b4, i will try my best to rmb all of them de... Hehex... Bearmie, don lik tat la, don kan jiong, sometimes gt to tak things slowly, let nature tak its course de... Can nt rush on lik tis... And on top of it, u shld be more self motivated by finding more ways to find tution jobs, more ways to find client, and also be more hardworkin, wake up early in the morning and buy newspaper... Zhi dao ma... Hehex... Kaes?
Haix, tis mornin, i actually meet my fren at 10am de, after tat, i scare i couldnt wake up, so change to 11am... Wake up at 1027am, so kan jiong, do everthing chop chop, 1100am jiu reach sch le, n guess what, my frenz hor, he veri ro loh, 1120am then msg mi tat he comin out frm home le, 1218pm then reach sch... Haix... Still tell mi he wans to quickly rush finish, so late then reach sch... Sianz... After that go library do, do until 430pm, jiu quickly rush go ur hse loh, wan giv u surprise, end up, nt realli sucessful... Lolz... Then u la, dinner, so flickle minded, so anything, up to mi, end up, hai bu shi follow ur wans and will... U arh... Buai tahan... Hehex... Today meet u, veri happy, bt AS USUAL, QUITE TIRING... LOLz... K la, T.A.F.T. (Thats All For Today)
Luv u bearbie, 520999

2009-02-10T16:24:00.002+08:00

to: bearbie

don anyhow change the spelling. must spell th same as me. bearbie n bearmie. today wake up very late. going to 1pm than wake up coz got headache. wake up than daddy jiu keep nagging about the cpf thing. remember wat is it ma? i thing u forgot le ba. my school fees for poly need to pay by my mummy cpf so need to apply for it. until now still don have tuition ppl call me. don know must wait until when??? need to earn money to buy alot alot of things lei. when can the ppl call me? hai ya...

by: bearmie

2009-02-10T00:54:00.003+08:00

Bearmie, Sorri Sorri Sorri la... Today realli dui bu qi la... I try to tink in ur shoes nxt time la... Try arh try arh, i say try le hor... Don tak mi for granted le la... Zhi dao ma!!! Sometimes giv ur surprise is occasionally, once in awhile, if everytime u predict wat i would do for u de hua, then nt fun le ma... Act blur is also a blessing... Kaes... C la, today u mistaken mi again le la... Luckily nothin much happens to us... Lets maintain the way tat we onli quarrel on the day and end tat tat way la... Luv u as usual...

From: Ur Beloved Bear-dei
Muackxxx

2009-02-09T21:29:00.000+08:00

to: bearbie

jing tian gen ben jiu know that ni hui lai. u msg me n say now going home but when i call u, u say u going out with friends. so know that u will come plus u ask me i eat le ma? going to eat n buy wat to eat? going to buy dinner or not jiu zhi dao ni hui lai. 7 plus msg me n say u reach home le, thought u reaching my house le n want to give me a surprise. but at the end, i wait for u until 7 plus going to 8 le, u still haven come jiu start to call u. just want u to pick up 1 of my call is that so difficult for u to do...
wait for u until so late, thought u miss stop again coz ur headache n stomach pain so quickly call u. just want u to pick up 1 of my call n i ask finish jiu can le. if u really at home sleep n want to rest de hua, i can let u rest n sleep. just want u to pick up the call n ask finish ni jiu can go back n rest le ma.won't that be better for u??? than i would not keep calling u n make u more irritating le ma. if u just pick up than i wouuld not continue to call u le ma. always scold n say me that i call u so many time n make u irritating or fan. u got go n think urself ma before always say me. if i always call u so many time n u just pick up 1 than u would not continue be irritated by me le ma. than forbid me not to call u more than 3 times, if u don want me call u so many times de hua, next time just pick up 1 jiu can le ma.always say me than i just let u say lor, don want to quarrel with u. but this time u really make me very angry with u le. call u so many times just hope that u will pick up 1 call but in the end, u off ur phone. at that time i really very angry with u. i know just now the last call i hang up ur phone without saying bye bye. i know is my fault but u really make me very angry. make me don care whether u sick or not jiu just quarrel with u. after each quarrel u always say is ur fault n make me feel guilty. if u nv come n make me angry with u de hua, we won't quarrel le ma... next time just pick up 1 of my call jui can le n won't quarrel le ma.

*actually this is for ur valentine gift de. n i actually plan to write alot of love letter n words for u here de, but u make me so angry that i decide to say out all my anger n ask u to log in n take a look here. if not, u won't understand how angry am i now!!!

*i use this few days to make this thing for u n going to write alot of love things for u each day, but i think now i should change the plan n thinking seen u like that dui wo.

*got anything want to say out de hua, just write it here if i can't talk to u...

by: bearmie

Love

2009-02-09T16:44:00.000+08:00

Bearbie baby, I LOVE YOU LOTS . MISS YOU SO MUCH. GOOD LUCK FOR UR TEST N EVRYTHING U DO.

BY: Bearmie naughty